ALways remember that your anxiety doesn't make you weak. Just the fact that you're going through it/have gone through it makes you badass.
Anxious as fuck! Seriously every little sound is making me panicky and jumpy :( I don’t think I’m going to get any sleep tonight, I’m on edge.
I’m triggered by so many thoughts, I need to get myself out of this cycle.
I hate being like this. I’m literally sitting in bed with a weapon by my side incase someone breaks in, how did I get like this?!
I’m not wanted anywhere, I wish I had the ability and funds to live on my own because I would be out of here in a shot.
I do not need to be in environment in which I am not wanted. Open your eyes, everyday is not a fucking walk in the park for me, I’m struggling. And I’m struggling with trying not fall even deeper.
I already feel alone and judged, I wish I didn’t have to be in this place and around these people who don’t care. They look at me like I’m a waste of space and think that either suffering from mental health illnesses are not real or that they just disappear after a while.
Honestly I just can’t deal with this, I’m trying so hard to keep my calm :(
|Me:||No, fuck you. I'm getting better, and I don't want another med increase or addition. Things are improving. Please go away.
gotekii45 Thank you, I def needed that hug ((hugs back))