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Crawling in my skin

So angry and frustrated, I wish these horrible feelings would go away.

How do I feel so useless and used at the same time?

— 3 days ago
#depression  #friendship  #family  #anxiety  #angry  #mental health  #arrrrggggghhhhh 
tiredness-and-boredom:

Basically every fucking day with pure obsessive OCD :/

tiredness-and-boredom:

Basically every fucking day with pure obsessive OCD :/

— 4 days ago with 6 notes
thelatestkate:

copingcopingcopingcopingcoping

thelatestkate:

copingcopingcopingcopingcoping

— 1 week ago with 236 notes
Anonymous asked: ALways remember that your anxiety doesn't make you weak. Just the fact that you're going through it/have gone through it makes you badass.


Answer:

— 1 week ago with 62 notes

Shitty day today, this week is just getting worse.

Not looking forward to tomorrow or any other day.

I cannot function, how do I do anything when it gets this bad.

— 1 week ago with 19 notes
#mental health  #depression  #not functioning  #zombie  #numb  #OCD  #anxiety 

Anxious as fuck! Seriously every little sound is making me panicky and jumpy :( I don’t think I’m going to get any sleep tonight, I’m on edge.

I’m triggered by so many thoughts, I need to get myself out of this cycle.

I hate being like this. I’m literally sitting in bed with a weapon by my side incase someone breaks in, how did I get like this?!

— 3 weeks ago
#anxiety  #panic attack  #anxious  #trauma  #mental health 

I’m not wanted anywhere, I wish I had the ability and funds to live on my own because I would be out of here in a shot.

I do not need to be in environment in which I am not wanted. Open your eyes, everyday is not a fucking walk in the park for me, I’m struggling. And I’m struggling with trying not fall even deeper.

I already feel alone and judged, I wish I didn’t have to be in this place and around these people who don’t care. They look at me like I’m a waste of space and think that either suffering from mental health illnesses are not real or that they just disappear after a while.

Honestly I just can’t deal with this, I’m trying so hard to keep my calm :(
— 3 weeks ago
#mental health  #struggling  #alone  #ableism  #mental illness  #stigma 
Better yet I’ll deal with stuff next year…

Better yet I’ll deal with stuff next year…

(Source: butthorn, via another-fucked-up-teenager)

— 3 weeks ago with 83586 notes
Depressive episode:Hiiiii
Me:No, fuck you. I'm getting better, and I don't want another med increase or addition. Things are improving. Please go away.
Depressive episode:lolthatwonthappen
— 3 weeks ago with 163 notes

Too many hours in a day, then the next day, then the next day and the next…

— 3 weeks ago with 1 note
#mental health  #OCD  #depression  #anxiety  #agoraphobia  #alone  #isolated